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she was just crazy young girl full
她只是一个疯狂的年轻女孩
alive feared nothing fear
活着就无所畏惧就
nothing
无所畏惧
if anybody could hold their own Angel
如果有人能抱住自己的天使
could
可以
so long angel now there you
再见天使现在你
go that's
去了那
beautiful
很美
do and really knows what you're saying
而且真的知道你在说什么
to her but she's just trapped and within
对她来说，但她只是被困在
herself she can't she can't express it
自己的内心，她不能，她不能表达它，
you can't get it
你无法把它拿出
out I want up for Yes thumbs down for no
来，我想要赞成表示是，反对表示否，
do you
你
understand yeah are you feeling
明白吗，是的，你感觉
good or
好还是
bad feeling good today that's good
不好，今天感觉很好，很好
we try and communicate with her in the
我们尝试用最好的方式和她沟通，
best ways that we
can you know how we're doing the
你知道我们是如何制作
documentary
纪录片的吗？
Angel yeah you know here you go hold
天使，是的，你知道，你拿着
your
你的
pen do you want everybody
笔，你想让每个人都
to understand your life and then what
了解你的生活吗？然后
happened to you can you write it on
你发生了什么事，你能写下来吗？ 在
there so that I
那里，所以我
know is that okay
知道可以吗，
I want to tell your story angel look at
我想讲述你的故事天使看着
me so that this doesn't happen to
我，这样就不会发生在
anybody
else angels phone was always glued to
其他人身上天使的手机总是粘在
her hand she kept everything on there
她的手上，她把所有的东西都放在那里，
all the photos
所有的照片
messages the only way we could find out
信息，我们唯一的办法 可以
what had happened was to go through a
通过电话了解发生了什么，
phone but she had a whole world we knew
但她有一个完整的世界，我们一无所知
about
关于
I remember getting
我记得拿到
phones it was nice being able to have
手机的时候，能够
group chats and stuff with all your
和所有朋友进行群聊和开玩笑是件好事
friends and joke
around when she first got a phone it was
当她第一次拿到手机的时候，
like she had a bit of her own
她感觉自己有点
independence it was nice but bit scarer
独立了 很好，但有点害怕，
when
当我们
start getting to that age
到了那个年龄，
ear at College we both passed our
在大学的时候，我们都通过了
driving tests we just wanted to be in
驾驶考试，我们只想坐在
our cars and just drive around going to
我们的车里，开着车到处跑，
beat you
打败你
BL it was always McDonald's
BL，总是麦当劳的
drive-thru it was amazing cuz both of
免下车服务，这太神奇了，因为我们两个
our moms were quite stct like not
我们的妈妈很严格，比如
letting us go out in the dark and
不让我们在天黑的时候出去，
stuff we enjoyed being able to get out
我们喜欢出去
and explore
探索，
it's how the world's
这就是世界
opened jeee my girl whipping a
开放的方式，我的女孩开着
Mercedes choosing College fulltime when
奔驰车，选择全职上大学，当
she came to work at the brush and I
她来刷刷刷工作的时候，我
think it was just to earn a little bit
想 只是为了赚点
of extra money she was introduced as a
外快，她被介绍为一名
new cleaner she had long nails and she
新来的清洁工，她留着长指甲，
had the most amazing blond
有着最迷人的金发
air I'd be very honest I thought what is
气质，说实话，我觉得
a 17-year-old going to know about
一个17岁的孩子能知道什么
cleaning on an industrial site or all
在工业现场进行清洁或所有
manag just taking the Mi and I thought
管理只是带着 Mi 和我认为
don't put her with me to work please
请不要让她和我一起工作，
they did put her with me and she proved
他们确实让她和我一起工作，她证明
me
我
wrong she looked like little glamour
错了，她看起来像个小魅力
Queen but the truth been known she not
女王，但事实是，
afraid to get her hands dirty at all if
如果有人要做肮脏的事，她一点也不怕弄脏自己的手
anybody was going to do the Dirty Jobs
乔布斯
Angel
天使
was she was always doing something that
是她总是做一些
would get us in trouble what are you
会给我们带来麻烦的事情你
doing in the recycling wet paper Vin I
在回收湿纸文做什么我
couldn't find her she'd climbed into the
找不到她她已经爬进了
recycling bid and head you do know I'm
回收投标和头脑你知道我
going to post this on Facebook for your
要发布这个 在 Facebook 上让你的
managers to see don't you she was just
经理看到，不是吗，她只是一个
crazy young girl full of life fun the
疯狂的年轻女孩，充满生活乐趣，
life and time of Angel at work at the
安吉尔的生活和时间在工作中
brush it
刷它
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and on her 18th I filled a car up with
在她 18 岁的时候，我装满了一辆车，
Pap shredding in the car
里面装满了 Pap
park we got in trouble for it though cuz
停车场我们因此惹上麻烦，因为
we made a mess it was
我们把事情弄得一团糟，这很
hilarious from them we was Inseparable
有趣，我们
at
在
work we both got boyfriends that were in
工作中形影不离，我们都有男朋友，他们都在
the same friendship group
同一个朋友圈，
her relationship was
她的关系
amazing he would go around her house all
很棒，他会一直在她家附近，
the time she would go around his meet
她会 去他家见见
his family they' all do family things
他的家人他们都一起做家庭事务
together I Tred and be watching tell and
我试着观察并告诉
they'd sit on the sofa just pinching and
他们坐在沙发上
punching each other I be like shut up
互相捏打，我会说闭嘴
and get out if you cuz I'm trying to
然后出去，因为我正在
watch TV they they had a really good
看电视，他们关系很好，
relationship like
that she was
她很
happy shame the separated
高兴，可惜
really naturally she just pulled away
他们分开了，很自然 刚刚退出
from the Friendship group cuz obviously
了友谊小组，因为显然
it was awkward for
这对
her not only did she like lose her
她来说很尴尬，她不仅失去了
boyfriend she kind of Bloss the whole
男朋友，还破坏了整个
friendship
友谊
group she went through the emotions with
小组，她经历了分手的情绪，
breaking
up and then she started to get back out
然后她开始回到
there
那里，
and that's when she met
就在那时 她遇到了
Jay which changed her
杰伊，这改变了她的
life
生活
I didn't really like Chay from the
我从一开始就不喜欢查伊，
beginning he he didn't have a job Angels
他没有工作，天使
always had a
总是有
job I was told that he was a a bad one
工作，我被告知他是一个糟糕的工作，
and that he used to steal cars and
而且 他曾经偷过汽车和
motorbikes
摩托车
Angel always made out she weren't going
Angel 总是假装她没有
out with him they were just friends and
和他出去他们只是朋友
they just done around
他们只是
together
okay with her first boyfriend she didn't
和她的第一个男朋友一起出去玩她以前并没有
really used to add anything from us we
真正从我们这里得到任何东西我们
knew she was going out with him we knew
知道 她和他约会，我们知道
where she was but everything changed
她在哪里，但当
when she met Jay she used to tell
她遇到杰伊时，一切都变了，她过去常常
fibs so she must have been ashamed of
撒谎 她一定为他感到羞耻，
him probably because
可能是因为
cuz he weren't a good
他不是一个好
boy come
男孩
on Angel
来吧天使
hello it broke me heart because me and
你好这让我心碎因为我和
Angel was always
天使总是
close
亲密
angel
hello as soon as we found out it was a
你好当我们发现是个
girl I just says we'll call her
女孩时 我只是说我们会叫她
angel and she's always been me
天使，她一直都是我的
angel she was just D's
天使，她只是 D 的
girl Angel's always been fun and bubbly
女孩 Angel 一直很有趣、活泼
and
、喜欢
adventurous
冒险
probably cuz she young around with her
可能是因为她经常和她的兄弟们在一起
brothers a
lot Angel always used to like doing
Angel 总是喜欢做
dangerous things like quadding and when
危险的事情，比如四轮摩托，当
an all could always want to go jet
所有人都能一直想去玩水上
skiing and
摩托艇和
skydiving no it's not fair stick your
跳伞时，不，这不公平，伸出你的
tongue out she always wanted to do the
舌头，她总是想做那些
things that were
scary she would do anything and get
可怕的事情，她会做任何事情，参与
involved in
anything well we could have got through
任何事情，我们本可以度过难关
there she liked deric
她喜欢德里克
buildings she used to go with the
大厦，她曾经和
brothers is in mad she loves like
兄弟们一起去过，她喜欢
investigating things check that big
调查事情，检查那个大
hor oh my
hor哦，我的
god do you want to play a
天，你想玩游戏吗，
game
no
不要
cheating there
作弊，
pen you go
first she really did want she did want a
先去，她真的想要她想要的
life you know she worked hard she
生活 你知道她工作 她
did it's horrible because I think what
努力了，这太可怕了，因为我想
if what if Angel realized Ed what he was
如果安吉尔意识到埃德是什么
like Angel always wanted to be a
样的人安吉尔一直想成为一名
forensic scientist and work for the
法医科学家，为
police she was very ambitious I think
警察工作，她非常有野心，我想
she would have been attracted to the
她会被
thrill of it all she just liked the
这一切的刺激所吸引 只是喜欢
adrenaline but when she met Chase all
肾上腺素，但当她遇到蔡斯时，所有的
Ambitions went down the
野心都化为
drain she didn't didn't really want to
泡影，她真的不想
do anything she just wanted to be with
做任何事情，她只是想一直和
him all the
他在一起，她
time she was doing the Public Services
在公共服务
College course sort of a leader to
学院学习课程，有点像一个领导者
making a decision on what you want to
决定你想做什么，
do and to get these trips and only
并获得这些旅行，只有
something like three get picked cuz
三个人被选中，因为
Angel was doing so well she got a
安吉尔做得很好，她得到了一个和
place you get to work alongside the
police
警察一起工作的地方，
but she turned it down because it meant
但她拒绝了，因为这意味着要
going away and by this time she was with
离开， 这次她和
him I told Angel he's not the right one
他在一起，我告诉安吉尔，他不适合
for you Angel but Angel being Angel told
你，安吉尔，但安吉尔是安吉尔，他告诉
me to mind me own business and
我管好我自己的事，
everything's all
right it would have been a really good
一切都好，这对她来说是一个很好的
opportunity for her that would would
机会，
have probably
可能会
changed changed a
改变
life York what that's when things
生活 约克 那是什么时候 事情
started to get
开始变得
worse
更糟
Hallelujah
哈利路亚
Angel wherever he went she went with
天使 无论他去哪里 她都跟着
him I think he he sort of used her a
他 我想他有点 也利用她
little bit as well for
driving you know they just used to go
开车，你知道他们只是过去
from hotel to
从一家酒店到另一
hotel you
家酒店，你
better at that age you can't really say
在那个年龄更好，你不能真的说
you're not doing this and you're not
你没有这样做，你没有
doing that she had her own car can't
做她有 她自己的车不能让
ground her I just felt
她停下来，我只是感到
helpless she got a tattoo on her
无助，她在脚踝上纹了一个纹身，上面
ankle say CH she wanted both excitement
写着 CH，她想要刺激
and love and that's probably what she
和爱，这可能就是她一
thought she was getting at the
start I was
开始认为她得到的，我
told he used to steal
听说他曾经偷过
cars and he finally got
车，最后
CAU
when Chay was in prison I was hoping
当 Chay 在监狱里时，我得到了 CAU，我希望
that she'd see sense and get rid of
她能明白事理并摆脱
him but it didn't work out like
他，但事情并没有像
that it seemed that angel was just
那样发展，似乎天使只是
constantly running round after him
不断地追着他，
sending him
给他
money she'd come in for 6:00 in the
寄钱，她进来是为了 下午 6 点，
afternoon because he would phone her
因为他会给她打电话，
he'd phone her on the house phone so he
他会用家里的电话给她打电话，所以他
knew that she was at home
知道她在家，
I just make fun of it at the time if I'm
我只是在开玩笑，如果我
like you oh okay he's in prison and you
像你一样，哦，好吧，他在监狱里，而你
got be in at
6:00 there was never a situation where
she wasn't there she made sure she was
她从来都不会缺席，她确保自己会
there so then you
在那里，所以你会
think
觉得
wow
哇
18
18
6:00 you don't realized till after how
6:00 你直到之后才意识到控制有多
serious it
严重
was the controlling had started
I don't care if anyone's been texting
我不在乎是否有人给你发短信
you I care if You' been texting back
我在乎你是否回复短信 是的，
yeah I am I don't want to be getting
我会的 我不想这样 被
punching my you know what I
打了你知道我的意思
mean
意思
[Laughter]
[笑声]
I weren't too happy about when you come
我不太高兴你从
out of prison cuz obviously they're
监狱出来因为很明显他们
together again trying to suck your toes
又在一起了试图吮吸你的脚趾
you
你他妈的很
weird it's when Co was really bad as
奇怪那是当 Co 也真的很糟糕的时候
well so she stopped at his house all the
所以她经常在他家停留，
time I do think she did love him so it
我认为她确实爱他，所以
was a bit easier then for him to control
他更容易控制她
her
it was my daughter's birthday and I'd
那天是我女儿的生日，我
been out and got a
出去买了一个
cake said to Angel will you take me to
蛋糕，对安吉尔说 你带我
let St she said yeah CR that morning I
去圣路易斯，她说是的，CR，那天早上我
got the cake and the presents and
拿到了蛋糕和礼物和
everything else and she
其他所有东西，她
came she noticed him on a back road in
来了，她在另一辆车里注意到他在一条小路上，
another vehicle I said well how would he
我说，那他怎么会
know you were coming this
知道你一路走来
way all the way to Lear the phone calls
接到电话
and the messages never stopped from the
和短信从不停止，从
Min pick me
明接我
up I said what is wrong with them it
我说他们怎么了，他们
called her a slack it called her a Trum
叫她懒汉，叫她特鲁姆，
because she'd gone into my daughter's
因为她去了我女儿
house and where there were
家，那里有
boys it was quite distressing it was
男孩，这让我很痛苦，很
alarming
担心，
I started to question what was going on
我开始怀疑到底发生了什么
and I told her are you sure you're okay
我问她你确定你没事吗
because I will get to your mom and dad
因为我会去找你的爸爸妈妈
you think you're not said yeah of course
你认为你不会说是的当然是
I
am it was beyond v i I was
的这超出了我的范围我很
shocked he would message her wherever
震惊他会给她发信息无论她在哪里
she
was message message message message all
信息 消息消息消息
the time a phone was lit up
一直亮着电话
where is Betty Boo
Betty Boo
Boo Betty M can find
Boo 在哪里 Betty M 可以找到
tiller where is she then where's
舵柄她在哪里那么
CH toy
CH 玩具在哪里是的
yeah we're just a strong family really
我们只是一个坚强的家庭
she's probably got off me and a mom so
她可能真的已经下车了 我和一个妈妈，所以
we've got something's wrong I want quick
我们出了点问题，我想要快速的
words
话语，
people I want all right she'd probably
我想要好的，她可能
talk to a mom more than talk to
更愿意和一个妈妈说话而不是和
me they are very like each
我说话，他们彼此都很喜欢，是
of yeah they both got the same sense of
的，他们都有相同的
humor they know how to why me both of
幽默感，他们知道 为什么是我俩
them
do
f this till
一直到
TR you
TR 你
love I thought we had that relationship
爱我以为我们有这样的关系，
where she would tell us anything she's
她会告诉我们任何事情，她是
my daughter and if she confides in me
我的女儿，如果她向我吐露心声，
I'm not going to tell
我不会告诉
anybody when she starts not coming to
任何人，当她开始不来找
you and telling you things and she's
你，告诉你事情 她
more more
更加更加
it was really
worrying got up just as normal like we
担心，像往常一样起床，
would any morning got the kids sorted
送孩子们
for
去
school Paddy was in the kitchen I think
上学，帕迪在厨房，我想
he was making something to
他正在做点
eat
吃的，
angel had come in the house to get some
安吉尔来家里给
money for
Chay he came in after shouting and
查伊拿点钱 在大喊大叫并
swearing about
咒骂
80 and I heard Paddy say what are you
80 之后进来，我听到帕迪说你
talking to Chay was supposed to give
在说什么 Chay 应该给
Angel some money to look after and he
Angel 一些钱来照顾，他
said Angel spent it so ra him shout at
说 Angel 花光了，所以 ra 他对
angel I just says I much wasn't I gave
angel 大喊大叫，我只是说我不是 给了
him the money oh Nikki just told him
他钱哦，尼基只是告诉他去
where to
哪里，
go I said don't come in here swearing
我说不要进来在
and shouting in front of my kids and
我孩子面前咒骂和大喊大叫，然后
Angel come towards me and sort of like
安吉尔朝我走来，有点像
walked me into the living room and said
把我带到客厅，说
pack it in now M you're just going to
现在收拾东西 M 你只会
make things
让事情变得
worse I didn't think make what
更糟我没想到会这样
worse we should have thought then wonder
更糟糕的是，我们应该想到，然后想知道
is it in
它是否在
know
知道
okay caller go ahead get through the
好的呼叫者继续通过
police emergency oh hello I'm just
警察紧急情况哦你好我只是
giving you a call has just knocked on my
给你打电话刚刚敲我的
door she was having some problems at
门她在家里遇到了一些问题
home domestically do you mean yes uh
你的意思是是呃
it's her son okay is he there at the
这是 她的儿子还好吗？他在地址那里吗？是
address is he yeah he's sort of
的，他
threatening everybody at the minute he
现在正在威胁所有人，他
won't let his girlfriend leave and he's
不让他的女朋友离开，他还
sort of threatening us on
威胁我们要抓
her so was arguing in his
她，所以他在卧室里争吵，
bedroom someone had heard a bang okay do
有人听到一声巨响，
you know the son's name yeah CH
你呢？ 知道儿子的名字，是的，CH
Bill he pushed Angel so
Bill，他用力推了Angel，
hard that red hit the wall and sent her
以至于red撞到了墙上，让她
into a fit I'll be sending it through an
大发雷霆，我会把它送去
emergency someone could hear him
紧急救援，有人可以听到他在
shouting get up you
喊，快起来，你这个
slag do you want a bit more
混蛋，你还想要更多
what's the hardest part of it for
吗？ 对你来说最难的部分是
you knowing that
we go down the alotment early morning
我们一大早就去了空地
myself and Barbara and the
我和芭芭拉和
dogs it was the middle of the growing
狗那是生长季节的中期
season so we've always got endless
所以我们总是有无尽的
amounts to
工作
do I think it must about half 8 9:00 my
要做我想它一定是在8点半左右 9点我的
phone rings and it was Angel and she
电话响了 安吉尔，她
said oh I come down to you I said okay
说哦，我下来找你，我说好的，
within about 10 15 minutes she was
大约10 15分钟后她就到
there I went towards the gates and I saw
了，我走向大门，我看到了
Angel she had a pair of hog boots on on
安吉尔，她穿着一双猪皮靴，
a pair of tracky bottoms and a faur coat
一条运动裤和一件毛皮大衣
it was a red
红色
do no eyelashes no makeup no nothing
没有睫毛没有化妆没有什么是
that was an angel whether she was coming
天使无论她是
to the brush or to the alment she'd
来到刷子还是来到祭坛她
still be doled up you know it's it
仍然会被打扮你知道这
wasn't like her at
不像她在
all I said to you're up Herer she said
我对你说的一切' 重新上来，她说
oh Chay found some messages in my phone
哦，Chay 在我的手机里发现了一些信息，
and he threw me out the
然后他就把我赶出了
house I think I gave her like a a bit of
家门，我想我给了她一点
a pep talk like you don't need to be
鼓励的话，就像你不需要在 7 点
there being thrown out of somebody's
被赶出别人
house at 7:00 in the morning you've got
家一样： 00 早上你有
your own home you got Mom's
自己的家你有妈妈的
home you tried to be the friend that's
家你试图成为一个朋友
not the dogmatic dictating
不是教条的命令的
friend you just try and be a good friend
朋友你只是试图成为一个好朋友
don't
you now I realize why she wouldn't take
你现在不是吗我明白为什么她不会 把
the goat
山羊
off because she had bruises all of her
拿掉，因为她 她手臂上全是瘀伤
arms
she knew that wasn't happy with the
她知道我对这段
whole
relationship I seen her on nights out
关系并不满意，我晚上出去时见过她，
and stuff we always said hello but we
我们总是打招呼，但我们
never really hung
从来没有真正
out I could tell that she had
出去玩过，我可以看出她
changed she' never post on
变了，她从不发帖
Instagram wear nice clothes which wasn't
Instagram 上穿得漂亮，这
like AG because she always used to want
不像 AG，因为她总是想让自己
to look
看起来
nice she rang me and she was just like
漂亮，她打电话给我，她只是问
are you okay and I was like yeah were
你还好吗，我说是的，
you then she was like
你还好吗，然后她说是
yeah it was a really weird
的，这是一次非常奇怪的
conversation I do feel like she wanted
谈话，我确实 我觉得她想
to tell me something I just feel like at
告诉我一些事情，但我觉得在
that moment that she just quickly
那一刻，她很快就
decided not
决定不告诉我了，
to I think she wanted to get out of the
我想她想摆脱
整个
situation I feel like if she felt like
局面，我觉得如果她觉得
she had everyone around her that was
她身边有
with her before she met him that maybe
以前和她在一起的所有人 她遇见他，也许
she would have felt strong enough to
她会觉得自己足够坚强，可以
leave
离开他，
for like she was made to believe that if
就像她被告知，如果
she left him she wouldn't have anyone
她离开他，她就不会再有任何人了，
else in the end he had complete
最终他完全
control it would threaten to leave just
控制了她，会威胁要离开 只是
to make her
为了让她
beg she must have felt so
乞求，她一定感觉如此
trapped
被困
on the Wednesday before her accident
在她出事前的那个星期三
she'd had a chat with chay's Mom saying
和 Chay 的妈妈聊天说
that they were
他们要
separating that's when we got our nails
分开了，那时我们
done and she had her a
做了指甲，她做
done you see the
了，你看到了
change the makeup comes
变化，妆容消失了，
out she goes out for dinner with a
她和
friends she goes out and does what she
朋友出去吃饭，她出去做她
used to do with the
以前常做的事
brothers
兄弟
I think this relationship was about to
我觉得这段关系即将
end I think she was seeing what it was
结束，我想她看到了
really like and I think this is why what
真相，我想这就是为什么
happened
happened she'd had enough of
发生了这样的事情，她受够了
him he knew that she was about ready to
他，他知道她已经准备好给
blow him
他口交了
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out
Chay bundled her into the van and his
Chay 把她塞进了货车，他的
mate Rocco was
伙伴 Rocco 正在
driving she fell from the vehicle at 60
开车，她以每小时 60 英里的速度从车上摔下来，
M an hour she suffered catastrophic
她遭受了灾难性的
brain
脑
injury
损伤，
This
这
Is Where
就是
Angels come out the
天使从货车里出来的地方
van so I think she's come out about here
所以我想她已经出来了
and he said she was rolling down the
，他说她
road like a
像个
football
足球
[音乐]一样在路上滚来滚去，
they took me and Paddy upstairs they
他们把我和帕迪带到楼上，他们
said she's in
说她在
ICU when they opened the curtain to let
ICU，当他们拉开窗帘让
me in I just fell on the
我进去时，我就摔倒了 这
floor the red was all swollen and she
地板全是红色的，全都肿了，她
was on all different
在各种不同的机器上，太
machines
horrible
可怕了
see as Angel arrived in hospital it was
看到安吉尔到达医院，
very clear she suffered very severe
很明显她受了很严重的
injuries this is the CT scan of Angel's
伤，这是安吉尔头部的 CT 扫描，
head this area here is a fracture that's
这个区域是骨折，
been split open by the force of the
被撞击力撕开，
impact and the fracture continues on
而且骨折还延伸
into other parts of the skull to
到头骨的其他部分，要把
fracture the skull to that degree takes
头骨骨折到那种程度需要
really incredible degree of force her
很大的力量，她的
injury was so devastating and so severe
伤势非常严重，
that there was a very a very real chance
所以很有可能
the angel wouldn't
survive the doctor said you're going to
活不下来医生说你
have to accept she isn't going to make
必须接受她活不下来的
it I says do not touch them machines
事实我说不要碰那些机器
keep her
让她继续
breathing come on Angel I think it's
呼吸来吧天使我想是
time to come out of this C mate
时候从这个C伙伴中出来了
you're the strongest girl I've ever met
'是我一生中遇到的最坚强的女孩
in my whole entire
life y g it's Lots world you main
y g 这是很多世界你这个婊子
we've got too many memories together for
我们在一起有太多回忆
you to leave
你不能离开
me you best be listening to me
我你最好他妈的听我说
all
right I love you angel please get
好吧我爱你天使请得到
through
通过
this
I come with it every first cuz it the
我带着它每一个第一次因为这是
first of an angel's accident
一个 天使的事故
was which one's
是哪一个的
healing healing I think the big one is
治疗治疗我认为最大的是
for healing are here put that one back
治疗在这里把那个放回去
we'll have the big one
我们会有最大的一个是
yeah thank
的
you the doctors were saying that we
谢谢医生说我们
needed a
需要一个
miracle and our four
奇迹而我们的四个
the miracle would
奇迹会
happen and it
发生而它确实
did for them to tell me she's not in a
发生了 当他们告诉我她不再
coma anymore was one of the happiest
昏迷时，那是
days of me life
我一生中最快乐的日子之一，一
really at the beginning Angel would
开始，安吉尔只能
Breathe for a for just a few
呼吸几
seconds then he would get to a minute on
秒钟，然后她就可以在没有机器帮助的情况下独自度过一分钟，
her own without help of the machines and
then they took the machine off and she
然后他们把机器拿掉，她
was just breathing for
herself Nikki and Angela Catholics I'm
自己呼吸。尼基和安吉拉是天主教徒。我
not a Catholic but I prayed and even
不是天主教徒，但我祈祷了，
though she was still really poorly I
尽管她仍然很虚弱，但我
just thought God's answered my
只是认为上帝回应了我的
prayers the C had come out to see seers
祈祷。C 已经出来了 看到预言家
that told us that CH had been arrested
告诉我们 CH 已被逮捕
and he'd been kicking
，他一直在
off hello hello Mom hello listen what
踢你好你好妈妈你好听
did you say in that statement you gave
你在给警察的声明中说了什么
to the police you better ring the police
你最好现在就给警察
up now yeah cuz you were drunk when you
打电话是的因为你给的时候喝醉了
gave the statement as well weren't you I
声明以及你不是我
weren't no you best ring them up now mom
不是你最好打电话给他们 妈妈，
as soon as you get off this phone and
你一挂断电话就给
you ring him up and you say and you tell
他打电话，告诉他
him you was drunk make sure you tell him
你喝醉了，一定要告诉他
you was drunk
你喝醉了，
we couldn't believe it he was trying to
我们简直不敢相信，他试图
deny kidnapping
否认绑架了
Angel he was saying he was looking out
安吉尔，他说 他一直在照顾
for her and he was doing it the best for
她，为她做了最好的事
her and he says he didn't push her out
，他说他没有把她推
the
van I don't think she
下车，我不认为她
jumped she's a driver ass so she knows
跳了车，她是个司机，所以她知道
how fast it would going so why not wait
车速有多快，所以为什么不等一下
till he slowed down with the roundabout
直到他减速驶过环形交叉路口
and jumped on the grass Burge just don't
并跳上草地，伯格
make sense to me at
对我来说完全没有意义，
all not one
一点也没有。
bit I think he's pushed out the
我觉得他把货车推了出去。
van
[Applause]
[掌声]
Angel was still really poorly at the
安吉尔当时身体状况还很糟糕，
time so you couldn't tell her side of
所以你无法 不告诉她的
story my biggest fear would be that Chay
故事，我最大的担心是查伊
would walk free and get away with what
会逍遥法外，逃脱
he'
他
done
所做的一切
over and above the very serious offenses
除了比尔先生面临的非常严重的罪行之外，
that Mr Bill was
facing kidnap perverting the course of
绑架妨碍
justice and the controlling coercive
司法公正 以及
Behavior he was on trial for being
他因
responsible for angel coming out of that
对天使出柜负责而接受审判的控制胁迫行为 她
van at High speed and suffering the
高速撞上了那辆货车，受了
horrendous injuries that she
可怕的伤，
did he gave evidence but there wasn't
他提供了证据，但
ever a full acknowledgment that he had
从来没有完全承认他
been
responsible it was heartbreaking to
负有责任，
listen to the court and things that were
听到法庭的陈述和所说的话令人心碎，
said even if she did jump what was she
即使她确实跳了什么 她是从
jumping from I don't believe she jumped
哪里跳下来的？我不相信她是从那里跳下来的。
no I don't but regardless my friend
不，我不相信。但不管怎样，我的朋友
still got head injuries and his life
仍然头部受伤，他的生活也
changing she also told the jury Angel
发生了改变。她还告诉陪审团，安吉尔并
wasn't controlled or put down by
没有被他控制或放下，
him but there was a series of messages
但有一系列的信息
between sha bosal on the one side and
一方是沙博萨尔，
the phone or phones that angel was using
on the other and that ran to many
另一方是安吉尔使用的电话，这些电话有
thousands of separate Communications
数千个单独的通信，
that the jury had to
陪审团必须
consider the text messages his own words
考虑这些短信，他自己的话
were an example of how somebody's
就是某人如何控制另一个人的一个例子，
controlling the other and coercing them
through the medium of
messages ultimately they proved the type
信息媒介强迫他们，最终他们证明了
of person he was in that relationship
他在这段关系中是什么样的人，
she with
angel in court we did AAR a lot of
安吉尔在法庭上，我们做了 AAR，做了很多
things that we didn't know
我们不知道的事情
and I just to keep walking out of court
，我只是一直走出法庭
and some stages CU just couldn't bear to
，一些阶段 CU 只是无法忍受
listen what he'd actually put her
听到他实际上给她
through it's
带来的
scar to think that she was on this
伤痛 想想她走在这条
Road he must have got under a skin if
路上，他一定很生气，如果
somebody's telling you every day of the
有人每天都对你说，
week you're a slag and a
你是个荡妇，是个
Trum when did it not get to
特鲁姆，你什么时候没听懂，
you you've told her that I've been
你告诉她，我一直在
making her do
让她
things controlling her telling her where
控制她，告诉她哪里
she can and can't
可以去，哪里不可以去，
go said you were
说你在
controlling cuz you
控制她，因为你
were shouldn't have said anything from
从一开始就不应该说什么，
the start should you no
你不是个
idiot those calls were extremely
白痴，这些电话
important as part of the prosecution
对于检察案件来说非常重要，而
case not just for those counts that they
不仅仅是为了那些 不仅因为它们
directly related but also to the much
直接相关，而且与
bigger picture and a real window into
更大的图景以及一个真正的窗口，了解
the man he
这个男人，他
was not listening to a load of abuse off
没有听你的一堆辱骂，
you J listen Mom you're a
听着，妈妈，你真是个
horrible bastard mate I don't know what
可怕的混蛋，我不知道我
isong wrong with you man why the
到底怎么了 你这个男人，
you would ever do
你他妈的为什么要这么做，
that it was telling that this was a man
这表明这是一个
who was charged with controlling and
被指控控制和
coercive
胁迫
behavior and we saw Echoes and shades of
行为的男人，我们
that in his own treatment of his mother
在他对待母亲的态度中看到了这种行为的回响和阴影，
what we say he was doing towards
我们说他对
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Angel he was sentenced to a total of 7
Angel 他总共被判处了7
and a half years in prison
年半监禁，
but in terms of the impact upon her
但在
court of appeal decided that the
上诉法院认为，
sentence was too low to reflect
刑罚太轻，无法反映
consequences of this nature and what
这种性质的后果，所以
they did was to increase the overall
他们把总
sentence to One of 12
刑期增加到 12
years it felt like justice a bit Yeah
年，感觉有点正义，
but I still think he deserved
但我仍然认为他应得的
longer for what he's done to Angel
他对 Angel 做了什么？
touch your right
eye next I want you to touch your nose
接下来，我要你摸摸你的右眼，然后是你的鼻子，
and then your left
然后是你的
ear yeah really good you're doing really
左耳，是的，很好，你
well at these
在这
ones I really wanted to say right Angel
方面做得很好，我真的很想说对了，Angel，
what did he do and why did you feel you
他做了什么，为什么 你觉得你
couldn't come home and just get rid of
不能回家然后甩掉
him
whether he pushed her or not we won't
不管他有没有逼她我们都不会
know until angel
知道直到天使
speaks high
说话
five smashing
击掌砸
it you see you're so good it can be very
它你看你这么好这
difficult early on in people with severe
对患有严重疾病的人来说在早期可能会非常困难
head injuries to estimate how people
头部受伤来估计人们
will be 6 months a year two years down
将如何一年六个月两年后
the line a combination of the
neurosurgery the intensive care support
神经外科重症监护支持
you know Angel strength and
你知道天使的力量和
determination have led to her surviving
决心使她活了下来
and she clearly has mained a degree of
，她显然已经从她的恢复中保持了一定程度
recovery from from from her
injuries you will get there you
你会受伤的，你
know you've come so
知道去年你已经走了这么
far in the last
远，
year she does have age on her side she's
她确实有年龄优势，她
a young woman and younger people do
年轻女性和年轻人确实能
recover better from even devastating
更好地从这种毁灭性的伤害中恢复过来，
injuries such as this you know I'd hope
你知道，我希望
that as the the months and years go by
随着时间的推移，
that she may regain some function to
她可以恢复一些功能，使
enable her to interact and um
她能够与人互动，并
communicate her her thoughts and
表达她的想法和
feelings better I love
感受 更好我爱
you ah I know you do baby too
你啊我知道你也爱你宝贝是的
yeah on you can do it good
你可以做到的好
girl she's so tough angelist to got
女孩她是如此坚强的天使
through everything she has got
度过了她所经历的一切
through and I just do believe Miracles
我只是相信奇迹
can happen and a miracle has happened
会发生而奇迹已经发生了
cuz Angel's still with
因为天使仍然和
us you make me happy when you give me a
我们在一起 当你对我微笑时，我会感到快乐，
smile don't
不是吗？
you it's coming
它会
sneaking one
偷偷溜
出来
it's really difficult because I think
这真的很难，因为我想
what if i' don't
如果我不
known and what if Angel realized what he
知道会怎样，如果安吉尔意识到他
was like we wouldn't be in this position
是什么样的人，我们就不会 在这个位置
now you know when you know something is
现在你知道当你知道有些事情是
wrong but you haven't done anything
错的但你没有做任何事情
about it and you should have done you
你应该做的你
could have done that's the hardest one
本可以做的这
for all of
对我们所有人来说都是最难的
us
I do have loads of regrets yeah maybe if
我确实有很多遗憾是的也许如果
I just listen to her more or G the
我只是多听她说话或给她
opportunity to speak to me more and not
更多机会和我说话，而不是
just Lance to myself maybe I would have
只是兰斯对自己说也许我本来
been able to
help you're just looking back now you
帮助你现在回想起来你
认为
F should have seen that coming but did I
F应该已经预见到了这一点但我
didn't I wouldn't would anyone to think
没有我不会让任何人认为
oh you've got to be stupid to let
哦你必须 让
someone control you because Angel was
别人控制你是愚蠢的，因为 Angel
far from stupid for this to have
一点也不愚蠢，这种事
happened to Angel it can happen to
发生在 Angel 身上，它可能发生在
任何人身上，例如
e